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When you are bumbling around in the drug culture, it's very easy to hook up with other people who also bumble around. Remember, at rock bottom you are dealing with your own mind, and at some point before you've depleted most of the honey in your blackening honeycombs, you do learn to spot who's on what, sort of an intriguing mind game. "Oh!" you realize as you move through life, "that guy's on speed, [or] that girl's totally whacked out on smack." It's an accurate, (you realize, "ping"-ed on cocaine,) perception.

Drug experiences, no matter how benign, accelerate transformation of substances already in your own body, which become depleted rather rapidly. Essentially, you become addicted to manifestations of your own being. In about a year, you regress to being a baby on a feeding schedule. I found the hangover followed a simple formula: For each hour up, down, or sideways, it takes one day to "get back" to being normal. This was always the struggle.

 
 
 

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