2008

pdt

tue
may
13

Waking up this morning I paid careful attention to sensations near my spinal column, how some of them activated neuronal pathways all the way down to the sole of my right foot. Then I moved back to the anterior part of my body, to sensations in the center of my chest, in my Adam's apple, and in a neuronal nexus directly between my eyes.

As I lay there a whisper voice said, "// . /./ ./. /./ ../ //./ ../ /./. // .// // ./. /./ // Once the free fall wall comes down ... // /./ .//. // ../ // .// ../ //. /./. //.. /// /../ // ./," which was quickly answered by a 2nd whisper voice: "/ // ./ .//./ /./. ../ /./ .// /./ /// ./. /./ ./ ... later on this morning // ./ .// /.// .// /./ //. /. /// //. /. /./. /./ /," and fell asleep again, right after I jotted them down on a note card.

am
8:38

When I woke up again, about an hour later, a whisper voice put together an entire sentence, the first two words slightly muddled, as if some mirror in me had a little sand on it. I sensed the center of my chest and let something polish those two muddy words: "I didn't ...," then reassembled the memory of the complete sentence from the whisper voice: "/ //. /.// ./// .///. //. //.// ./. /// ./ /./ ./ /./ ./ I didn't .. know I could get over the wall so quickly // /. /./ //. /// /././ // .// .// ./. / /// /."

I opened my eyes and looked at the clock on the earthquake-proof shelf in front of my eyes. It was 7:35.

8:47