2010

pdt

thu
aug
5

Most child molesters are really good at what they do and get away with it. The only reason mine was discovered was a friend of his raped me at one of my parents' parties in Colorado Springs, and left me lying on a rug in the bathroom with his semen dripping out of my ass.

I'm sixty-three years old now, no longer two or three ... It's taken a long time ... For the last two days I've managed to transform the negativity and dread buried in my bottom into pleasure. It's remarkable to sit on the toilet and actually enjoy the sensations of doing what comes naturally. It's incredible, actually. I can take a shit, Ma!

I woke up this morning and opened my eyes: The clock in front of me read, "10:10" – It's an omen – The deepest parts of me know everything.

(Dream) Apple has invented a new way to power up my tablet. The device stays on the other side of the partition, with a thin simple wire reaching over to this side, dropping diagonally to the right. Shamaila's mother is leaving us alone, and the eight-year-old girl's sitting up on my bed now, beside me, coaxing my erection along. I read her my latest poem: "Oh, Killer!" I recite, "Keep an eye on me because I keep an eye on you! ... Preposterous for one of Rome to die!" There are five words in the text, I see, that will add an extra measure of firmness to my erection, and I carefully jot them down as five guys suddenly race out for a ride in my wagon. Damn! The doors are locked and I have to enter the combination, if I can remember it ... 1 .. 2, Let's see ... 1 .. 4 .. 5 – I have to try again, because I was a bit sloppy punching the keys, though am now confident of the sequence. They're in the wagon, now, being pulled along by my two animals, the German Shepherd running point. We get into the Mall knickknack shop, where I have to stop our wagon and convince the lady proprietor to let me move some of her crystals, plates, and display tables out of the way to make room for the wagon's wide turning radius which will be coming along shortly. The dogs are already through pulling one end of the tether, the wagon's coming along behind! I turn around, after making sure my German Shepherd is in good shape, and start up a slight incline to see what's become of the wagon. There's something just over the crest I can't see yet. The words are, "dustup," "espionage," and "Rotisserie Standardization." I can read them on the storefronts from the wagon being pulled along main street back in Dodge City. (Fin)

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